I'm simply wishing to have the full and honest responses from everyone who have been onto my page.

hello to everyone online tonight, I'm really hoping that everyone is doing well and having a very productive and blessed weekend. the very best always to you and yours. today I simply have a question to ask you all. do most of you on this platform truly hate me just for my personal endeavors into darker themed content. because Yes it's true that my typical type of content is truly not for everyone. the truth is that I really and truly get were you're all coming from in regards to not being a big fan of my thoughts and my overall intentions in regards to my type of subject matter. but I truly wish for everyone to realize that I do want and wish that I could have real open conversation with people who use this platform. I'm not interested in being disrespectful to anyone else that uses this platform in any way. but that being said shouldn't I also have the opportunity and right to share my own voice on here just like everyone else does. because the truth is that even though I'll be turning 47 this February I've already been through two strokes and one small heartache in the past year. so at this point yes I'm truly optimistic and open to the possibility of having the opportunity to achieve my tasks in the best ways available. I'm 5'6 and 118 at this moment because I've lost a lot of weight in the past three months. because I was originally 175 pounds. so due to the overall fact that this type of subject matter is totally my own personal decision to consider trying in the near future what's the difference between helping me out with some suggestions on tips and potential methods that I should be considering regarding my inquiries. I truly appreciate every single person on here and I'm simply trying to figure things out just like everyone else on this app.The true difference between the context of my content and the other people post's regarding food preparation is that they're not talking or openly referring to themselves in that manner of speaking.but the truth is because of everything else that's currently going on with my health concerns right now I'm completely open to the possibility of being fully and honestly prepped and prepared. because like I've said before meat is just simply meat nothing more than that. I could simply be prepared in the proper ways just like anything else that would be perfectly prepped and roasted if it was simply just a normal piece of meat 🍖🥓 that's being cooked for a dinner event. so I'm truly hoping that I'm not hated by to many of you on here. and if so that was never my intention in any way at all. please for once let me hear your true inner voices in regards to my deepest thoughts that I've been trying to work though for a long while now. everyone's welcome to share all of their personalities and personal views on this subject matter. and all of my content is truly real inquiries that I've been trying to get answers to for some time now.