I will never experience love

I am literally so ugly, objectively speaking. I'm bald, short, ugly, cant grow facial hair, useless, have no skills, below average in every single way.

I'm gay which makes it 10000x worse because looks are so scrutinised in the gay community, as well as penis size - which, wouldn't you know it, is also below average - so it makes it so much more impossible to find love or intimacy.

I genuinely want to die because of this. There is no world where someone would ever want me, never mind love me. It was doomed from the start, I hate myself and my life. I have no positive qualities.