comparison

My parents compare me to my cousins, why? they don't even live in the same house, they wouldn't know their personality, why? I'm an 13yrs old girl, maybe they wanted another son like my 2 older brothers, and my cousins, And in school my cousin that is the same age as me, is popular cool and everything, ii just wanna be my cousin, she has my family love and is popular and cool, I'm just normal I have friends but he has wayy more and he's smart, iim dumb, so I get why they want my cousin to be their own child and not me, I'm sorry for ranting :(