I think i become addicted to hot chats with other men

Well , i have never been a person with satisfying social life and grown up on evamgelcial protestant environment and ending up being a closeted bisexual man .

Last months has not been easy to me , feeling very lonely, unemployed, recently graduated from university 7 months ago and got unemployment 4 months ago, economically dependent on other s, love my family but poor feelings communciations and many secrets keeped, i am tired on beign on the phone sendign curriculums seing a lot of boring apps , feeling no company and start to send hot pics on gay subredddits as male sexual approval is kind of more achievable, starts hot chats , lots of nude pic interchanges , jerking off with that , i feel on a vicios cycle where , i get a little adrenaline of hot dms but i am feared. By teh conseqquneces of a social life as i want , fear of becoming a extremely promiscuous person.