Will I ever be able to eat?

I’m really struggling. I so desperately want to eat whatever I want. I grew up with an ED that took a long time to work through. Now I’ve had IC for about 8 months and have been on a strict IC diet for about 5 months. I eat the same basically everyday. Im miserable. I love fruit and it used to be my main source of food. I had a plum a few days ago and am having a huge flare now…

How do I get better? Will I ever be able to eat? I’m giving up hope. What do I do?

AZO doesn’t help, I have daily urine leakage, PT makes frequency worse. Amitriptyline isn’t an option. Symptoms are best on my period. Will birth control help or hurt? My only option is Nexplanon. My IC probably started right after starting a new birth control.