My personalities i guess??
before I write this I dont have DID or anything remote to that and dont dissociate and still have proper memory of everything etc etc.
so bascially I have about 5 personality each diffrent but in my mind but the most one I encounter is my personality one which is bascially is a hypersexual version of me due to me getting r*ped and SA in first grade for an entire year it doesn't really come out like when something suggestive comes in my mind that personality. and it alters everyday i think and every time it changes not on the right time I just talk to myself out of that personality and second is my sad paranoid personality which It started developing in grade 8ish when nobody believed me or something long story but it is me but more sad and depressive and just guilty and sadness, and really paranoid. telling me stuff and really wants me to do some stuff...
next is my next personality Alice. I got that personality to comfort myself when nobody was around. its actually a nice personality instead of the others. and she is bascially a therapist. and my military political personality bascially I got this personality in grade 6 when I got severely cyberbullied and I needed to change myself into shape and just needed me to become a different person. that personality doesn't really alter that much anymore.. and last and not least my ptsd personality that one just gives me flashbacks and tics due to my trauma for 8 years it makes choices for me even though I have different opinions especially my bully in gym class. and thats all for my personalitys and it used to talk to me or eachother now it doesn't really since im calm and stuff but thats all for my vent and it isnt really a vent but I needed someone to know how much I suffered to get those and im proud!
Posted Apr 5, 2026, 2:53 AM UTC