I promise this isn't a self pity post, I'm avoiding that

I'm struggling to keep my mindset on persistence and keep acknowledging the fact that the 3d throwing shit at me doesn't disprove my manifestations, though things have suddenly got a lot more rough irl which, makes it pretty hard to keep a good mindset after years on end.

I'm not looking for assurance or anything, I'm just wondering if anyone has like a, Last Resort sub or something I could try out? Or really if anyone has any subliminals they'd want to share that they personally have good experience with? Moreso on the theme of shifting or general dream life/everything subs (imo all of these can be interchangeable depending on what personally feels best to you) but really any positive experience with subs I'd be happy to hear even if it's a sub I won't personally use.

apologies if this is an annoying post, I was in a sub community here a long while ago on an account I deleted and half the posts were just vents with tons of annoyed comments and I do not want to sour the scene like that yk.