My first story (i dont know English)

ehh hello my name is Atemir I was tell you one story of my life

today my friend said: i don't want friends with you and go to another friend : it's so bad think i because i don't know was my friend is so bad person

aways when with me is happening something bad i aways have a question: I all did right? and this question drives me crazy and I can't tell it to my friend's or family because no one don't understand me that's why I tell it to strangest in the Reddit.