I am stressed, depressed, lonely.

I am very stressed, depressed and lonely. I have a very hard time starting a conversation and I am worried about being rejected. I don't have no friends or a spouse and I barely talk to my family.

I had friends in the passed they stopped talking to me for no reason. And people get tired of me and stopped talking to me and they get irritated with me I have never did or say anything wrong.

Everyone have someone and I have nobody. I am seeing a therapist and she is not much help and our sessions is very short.

I think I am boring and I can't even start a conversation and I feel like nobody understands me . And sad part is I tried to befriend someone on Facebook that I got along with fine and this person rejected my request. People who used to go to school and work with. I know why because I am boring. I talked to people on reddit and they deleted they account and I loss contact with them . I guess nobody care . Everyone excluded me even my family.