19 [F4M] #NYC I'F 19 and my brain is just static idk

Chaos is my default setting. I'F 19, whatever, just need someone to take over completely. Be dominant, fit, send a pic. I'm into fitness but my thoughts are just random noise. Want someone to make decisions for me, pick out everything, maybe even plan my next tattoo. Just tell me what to do. The energy is all over the place but I'm here.