Does anyone else absolutely hate having to resort to confiding in their Nparent when nobody else is available?

I mean when everyone else is busy/not responding and my Nmom and I are the only ones home, my last resort will be talking to her. This ONLY happens when I’m super upset/distressed.

I always immediately regret it because she’ll half listen, then lecture me making me feel worse. Add a lovely “crying won’t help anything” to the mix.

That’s why 98% of the time I just keep to myself even if nobody else is there physically or on the phone.