First real break

Hello! Hotwife and I (the cuck) started down this journey about 4 years ago... lots of fun and play occurred.. We definitely had some crazy fun..

She wants to break now, which I respect. In looking back she definitely took control and was the driver for awhile. it overlapped into friends early on and later on with lots of different experiences along the way.

Her first time cucking me was an old friend and recently they had an outing (sometimes they play, sometimes they don't) It went sideways because he had a new lady friend and my wife was upset... In her words it was not because of another lady but for lying about it.

anywho then recently she says it's break time and she's over it for maybe forever. I respect a break, she does what she wants and needs to do.

but it has left me with the feeling that this friend (ongoing off and on occasional hook ups) had all the influence and was like the driver of all of her want to do all this.

To note she has been with at least 3/4 other friends and we've had 20+ other types of hook ups, won't go into details but was pretty crazy fun stuff!

Am I linking these 2 recent occurrences unreasonably and it's just time for a break and even if connected was just some sort of trigger I don't even need to worry about, was it related to something deeper between them, was it all just a coincidence....??

It's left me confused and a bit worried... Hotwife/cuck horny aside,.. I can deal with missing the thrill but the way it happened has left me uneasy...