I don’t want to have low self esteem anymore :<

Hello :>

Can anyone give me advice on how I can improve my focus and motivation. I constantly check my posts every chance I get for fav and comments. I don’t think i get anything done and am not improving in anything. I have so many things i want to do but all i ever do is just daydream about what I could do. Everyday Im just lost in my own thoughts, thinking of a future that will probably never come true. I would love to make a mini animation series, no matter how scuffed, but i don’t have that kind of fire in me anymore.

(Mb if this more of a string or random sentences than one thing it 3 in the morning and im going to sleep lmao )

I can only open up when im extremely tired cause im too tired to overthink :<