F27 Loneliest I've ever been

Hi all, so I recently broke up with my ex few months back when I found him cheating on me with another girl. (could have literally invited me as I was giving hints to avoid that) this was my worst weekend ever. I attended a party thinking I'd find some single guy or a couple and came home with nothing but tipsy. I saw the girls dressed in hot red dresses with their bfs and kinda imagined that all night while fingering myself. I recently came out as bi and I literally wanna be with a couple right now at this point of my life. On Sunday night I came 4 times before I passed out in my bed all naked and drunk and woke up looking scary with all the smudged make up.

P.S I came twice yesterday talking to a guy who was alone and was showing me his wife's dresses while his cock was in his hands lol.