I'm just lonely and selfish

I just come here because I'm lonely. I don't even *have* CPTSD. It's not even bad enough for me to be allowed to stay in therapy. I don't get flashbacks or nightmares. Hell, I don't even dream for goodness sake! I just need someone to understand me, and I feel so selfish for being in this subreddit when I couldn't even think about comparing what I've been through with the people here.

I'm just hormonal, so everything feels bigger than it really is. Knowing that just makes me feel *worse* about being upset over it.

I just don't want to feel lonely anymore, but maybe it's for the best that I do.