Should I break up with my boyfriend if I no longer find him attractive

For context I like my men to have something a little off with them for me to find them attractive, like they gotta be a little ugly. I met my boyfriend about a year ago and did not find him attractive at all but then he started talking to me and I gave him a chance cause he was nice and then I did think he was goodlooking and continued to until I ended things about 8 months later and went back to finding him repulsive honestly (he was in a really bad state after the break up so he definitely wasn’t at his best) but I did still think he was goodlooking when I actually took out the hatred part that made me fake thinking he was ugly. After a couple months we got back together and we’ve now been together for almost 3 months and I look at pictures and I just don’t see it anymore, I’m not sure if it’s just cause I’ve been away a month and he’s incredibly unphotogenic (cause he for sure is) or if I’ve genuinely lost the attraction. I’m gonna be seeing him soon so if this feeling continues is that it or do I wait it out and hope the attraction comes back?