I had to sacrifice everything to be loved

I paid a high price, a VERY HIGH price, for your love. While everyone else got it for free.

MY HUMILIATION RITUAL - BEGINNING LATE 2022

October 17, 2022: She asks me to wait for her and she ran. But that same day, she liked a photo of her former HOOKUP A (whom she followed everywhere, public and private accounts). Of course, I had to find out on my own that he was a former hookup. You wouldn't have told me before the wedding; you couldn't risk me dumping you.

Kept her ex—apparently labeled a rapist—on Instagram without telling me, claiming she "forgot" she was still following him. Yet, their last interaction dates back to 2021.

Was still using dating apps while we were together and admitted it was a "backup plan." But backup plans with the others? Not at all, only with me.

Deleted all her old Instagram photos as soon as I got access to her account (supposedly I would have "reacted badly"), it reeks of guilt.

Called celebrities "daddy"—you need to see a shrink, especially for having celebrity crushes (I should have had one too just to give you a taste of your own medicine; we aren't stupid about why you like Criminal Minds, don't worry, it's definitely because your other "daddy" celebrity crush was in it).

Recognized a receptionist at a hotel we went to "because he's from our uni," but later said "I thought he was your friend" (Inconsistency + you're taking me for a fool, thanks).

Responded "I'll take responsibility" if I ever discover something, instead of clearly denying it, and said "I think I told you everything" instead of "I told you everything" (Honestly, nothing would shock me at this point).

You still have to explain where the SPANISH GUY came from. They all blocked me when I mentioned your name.

Lied about the body count (announced 2, actually 6, and even that I doubt, but thanks for confirming the theory, I’ll live with it fine 🗿).

Unprotected sex with me saying "don't worry I have no symptoms," without any tests, even though less than 4 months prior she had unprotected sex with randoms from Tinder (thank you very much). If it were me, I’d already be accused of rape and manipulation, but sure, it's fine, no big deal.

Betrayed her best friend to sleep with the "hookup" as I like to call him, so the line of betrayal was already crossed + cheating is common in the family (and I might add, not condemned at all), so my neck is on the line (it wouldn’t surprise me if there was already a betrayal in 2023 given the 150 instances of micro-cheating I endured). Not only that, but while she was with NAME B, she was still talking to and seeing HOOKUP A. You talk about being uncomfortable, but you had no problem cheating on NAME B. YES, it is cheating. And let’s not forget, you almost certainly cheated on NAME B with NAME C lmao.

The timelines don't work; you were talking to NAME B at least until September 2020, but the story with NAME C started in the summer of 2020 when you were in Portugal? LMAOOOOOOOOOOO.

Confirmed: dating apps (Tinder, Hinge, Boo) kept as a backup plan, probably kept until June 2023 (profile "Ani" found in June 2023) because "you didn't know my intentions." And yet, you didn't do that with the others.

Why flee when crossing paths with NAME B at the station with me? Yet she probably didn't flee when she ran into NAME D and NAME B at uni (+ what happened in 2021 with NAME B? If the story ended in SEPTEMBER 2020?)

You had no empathy, selfishness at its peak. This is the "poor victim of mean men"? Someone who betrays her friends, her partners, and who offered herself for free to everyone? Someone visibly addicted to sex? A very big red flag, if not ENORMOUS.

151 flings, 115 "nuders" on Snap and Instagram. And me, with 14cm and 11cm circumference, I stand a chance? Liar. You think you can enjoy the benefit of the doubt? I only sent nudes to "big" girls, but maybe I should have 1) slept with everyone and 2) sent nudes to skinny, fit girls, so you could taste your own medicine and feel what I feel. You and your lack of empathy.

Have we forgotten the humiliation with NAME C? You sleep at your grandmas house in the same bed where the sex happened? With me, you act tough, you defy me, you tell me NO for things that would only do you GOOD. But saying you want to stay on the couch for one night? No, that would be "too weird"? Just keep humiliating me, keep going. And your lies—yes, NAME C got kicked out everywhere, blacklisted, he’s the devil. The "blacklist" in question? NAME E, NAME F and NAME G are just sulking 😹😹.

I still haven't forgotten the time at the bakery when you went to the bathroom with your phone. At uni, you left it out all the time.