[M31] 5'6" Paypig (Lord Farquaad lookalike) interested in a long-term dynamic with a control freak diagnosed with NPD or BPD

I'm a 31-year-old paypig who has been in findom since 2019 (started on HePays and KIK). My life is empty and increasingly miserable. My loneliness has been getting worse since the beginning of the year.

I have worked the same factory job for 10 years with no IRL success with women. At 5'6", dating apps have repeatedly told me I look like Lord Farquaad from Shrek. My cat is my best friend, I spend my time doom-scrolling and stalking past women who used me, and the loneliness has worsened significantly in the last 2-3 months. Here recently, I have been working 6-7 days a week for 8 hours a day. I'm reliable and have a consistent paycheck.

My sex life consists fucking jars of peanut butter. I recently went to the doctor because of ED and I was prescribed medication. I'm comfortable wearing a chastity for the right person. I need purpose in my life and I've always been attracted to toxicity. I can age verify.

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