22F looking for long term friends and gaming buddies

I struggle a lot with socializing but it's definitely something i'd like to get better at, i've been forcing myself outside of my comfort zone and sparking conversations of all types with different kinds of people and i'd like to think it's working but not everyone stays for the long term and I'm looking to make it work for the better

I wish I was more social but I really don’t think I have a social bone in my body so I remain introverted lol

a bit about me, I really enjoy gaming i have a library full of games on steam and I share a library with a friend so if I don't have it surely they will

games i want to replay and talk about with a friend is Omori, Danganronpa (1-3), and buncha other junk

I collect CDs, anime figures, books (game guides specifically), i like online surfing of japanese secondhand websites like Surugaya, and more

this isn't a must but someone that's understanding of me if i take a while to respond as my social battery deteriorates but would come and check up on me every once in a while

feel free to scope out my profile to get an idea of me i never really know what i'm doing i'm just someone that exists online and is trying to better themselves