life is nothing but pain and suffering

i wish i was never born. i hate this life, there’s nothin good about it, everyday is the same suffering and to think that people come up and say “no man you’ll be fine just keep your head up” as if i magically will be alright makes me even more pissed

i was born with nothing special, no talents and not a single good thing about myself, i look at other guys nd all i think about is myself in their bodies and how good it must be to look like a human being and have some kind of talent and skill.

i tried committing two times nd it didnt work, i cant wait to finally find out a good method and find freedom from this world, theres nothing left for me and all i want is to finally die