Day 96: still sick and struggling

I'm struggling with being ill and being bored.

I just spend all day on my phone or watching TV and it really makes it hard to not want to go back to porn.

I know that boredom is the problem.

It's just dealing with it when you feel like shit and can't do anything that's the problem.

For now, I'm putting my phone away somewhere I can't go near it.

I can't be trusted.