[F4A] I cheated during long-distance relationship on my girlfriend. Coming back, didn’t expect to find someone else to be living with her at our homeplace. Did I deserve it? She is yours now. Will I be, too?

Well, the long-distance relationship isn’t an easy thing to deal with. It was clear pretty much from the very beginning: she didn’t want me to go. Neither did I, when I was thinking about us, but… it was an impressive opportunity for my career. One doesn’t reject such an offer, that might never come again. I knew that, and she knew that too. That’s why she, of course, supported my decision.

But being totally fair, I have to admit, that I didn’t really ask for her permission or something like that. I was used to decide on my own for both of us - about a place to have a date night, about some holiday trip, new furniture, and so on. Although, this, of course, was way bigger decision. And still… we were living at my homeplace, after all. So if I earned for both of us, wouldn’t be supercool for her to forbid me do what I thought is the best for my career, right?

And then, while being abroad, I became lonely. What a surprise. Might have one cocktail too many, and things happened. I was feeling really bad about it, and we had a tough conversation about this on the phone. Seemed, she has forgiven me, and things were better again, even though not without awkwardness.

And here I am, coming back home, can’t wait to see my lovely girlfriend again. Sure, I was sending her various gifts, as well as providing some spa entry cards, and so on, telling to take care of herself, and try live a life. And yet, I knew, she was most likely also lonely and sad without me.

What I don’t expect at all, is that she decided to have some kind of revenge. That someone has actually taken my place in her life. Someone lives with her in my flat. Someone surely fucks her. And what about me? I don’t really have much chance, do I? I didn’t want to lose her… but for that, I need to accept all this new insane reality.