Too many ways to die for God to exist

Too many ways to die or be in excruciating pain physically mentally and emotionally. You can literally die doing ANYTHING. Then the universal common ground of everyone having a hardship. She lost a child. He has cancer. They got in a car accident. You got food poisoning. This plane crashed. This house caught on fire. This tornado. And that's not even including the way people treat each other. Or including the fact that we've never lived before and just have to learn as we go with countless mistakes awaiting us with many of them not being able to be reversed only adjusted to. This world is way too imperfect and chaotic to be made by a perfect loving being.