God, if love is not for me please let my yearning cease

My bestie got engaged today. I am really happy for her. I remember comforting her about her ex before and now she is moving in with a guy who cherishes her the most.. how time flies.

Despite all of that, here I am, still standing in the same spot crying, breaking, and wondering if things would ever get better.

Seeing her find her "forever" has left me feeling strangely hollow. I am genuinely happy for her, yet it’s getting harder to look at my own empty hands waiting for my turn.

Please, God, if love is not for me.. Stop me from wanting something that feels like it was never meant for me to hold.

Allow me to accept if loneliness is suppose to be my only happiness.