My first real heartbreak, and it's taking a huge toll on me.

We're not even compatible, 32 ka, ako 20 pa lang. You experienced so much in life already, while my adult life just started. Pero kahit ganun we got comfortable with each other a little bit too fast, kahit halos wala tayong similarities naging close tayo agad, you make me so happy, I have so many reasons to not love you, but I love you, I really do. I'm starting to accept the fact that we're not for each other, kaso ang sakit talaga, bumibigat pakiramdam ko pag naiisip ko na hindi na kita makikita ulit. Oa lang siguro ako pero hindi talaga ako makakain, gutom na ako pero naduduwal ako pag sinusubukan ko kumain, ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko lately, kahit si mama napansin na maputla ako. Ganto pala maging broken😹suko na ako mga te😝