“Use your gear “ doesn’t feel good at all if you aren’t great at PvP

A topic I haven’t seen discussed by people quitting is how inconsequential and uninteresting gear feels when you know there’s a 80% you’re gonna lose it to PvP immediately. I don’t have a favorite gun or loadout because I’ve never meaningfully used them other than against UESC. I have never, no exaggeration, exfilled while kitted…ever…at 50 hours in the game. Everytime I enter in my blue shields and purple guns I’m deleted in minutes and it’s gone. Come to think of it I’m 100% I have more kills using white guns than any other weapon at the moments.

Offensive loots feels so meh when you know you’re going to lose it for sure. I have never had a wallet more than 15K or vault worth more than 50K…I don’t know what’s it like to have a “stock” of weapons and heals, it’s always a precious few guns that will be gone before the play session is over. I think last night was the 2nd night I logged off still in a free kit with an empty vault.