Hot Take: we never grow out of it

We just turned the tantrums inward into dissociation. I was dissociating this morning while trying to make a decision, and I was trying to mentally explain to somebody

“I can only make decisions when I’m calm, and it takes a long time for me to calm down, and I get overwhelmed and anxious when I have to explain what I’m trying to decide while I’m deciding it, so while I’m in the state of mind it is really really hard to explain what I’m thinking and involve you in the decision-making”

Which is, like, that’s describing me dissociating while trying to make a decision. That’s describing me dissociating this morning I’m describing dissociation.