I have my whole life planned out but I still feel like I have no goals or aspirations.

Like my friends say they want to travel to a new country every year. Do this or that.

I though have my whole life planned out on what I wanna become how I am going to retire. If I don’t marry what I wanna do.

But at the same time I don’t have aspirations. I have just put myself in a box. I see my friends eager to try new stuff which I hesitate.

They have this whole personality of going with the flow and not being afraid to change their plans just because they don’t feel like it. I genuinely wanna be like this.

It’s like I am scared to do things out of the box that I have planned for myself. I don’t have small aspirations.