I can't stop thinking about my groomer but it did actually help me in some ways

I know this is a little unorthodox but this is a account I just made for posting vent shit. (sorry for spelling errors) so when I was 5/6 years old I met someone online I forgot the details but I remember it was on recroom and well it fucking ruined me I could only think about them and now I'm 12 turning 13 on the 24th and well now I have a bf who is my everything and well after I got groomed I became hypersexual. and my darling as a similar story. I hope y'all are doing ok out there the world maybe shit but you don't have to be (sorry if this was cringe)