Achieving "hands-free" climax during missionary, but then I can't ejaculate? Need advice!

Hey everyone,

I’m 27 and I usually bottom. I don’t have penetrative sex often, but when I do, I really love missionary. When my partner goes deep, I feel incredible prostate stimulation it’s hard to explain, but it feels like a "peak" or an internal climax.

The problem is that afterward, even though I haven't ejaculated, my body acts like I'm in a refractory period. When I try to get hard again or finish manually, my dick feels like I’ve already come. It’s almost impossible to reach a traditional ejaculation, and it feels like I’m trying to go for a "second round" without a break.

I haven't heard many people talk about this and it's frustrating because I love the position, but I want to be able to finish normally too.

Is this normal?

Has anyone else experienced "shutting down" after intense prostate stimulation?

How can I balance the internal pleasure with being able to ejaculate at the end?

Thanks for the help! 😭