just got in a fight with my dad and my siblings don’t support me

i got into a fight with my dad about a joke that i didn’t find funny.

my mom doesn’t support me and tells me to calm down.

i cried to my siblings, they initially were like “yeah, you’re right, let me talk to him and i’ll call you back”

they call me back and completely switch up on me saying “you know they’re just joking, they want the best for you”

it hurt my feelings that i don’t have any support and i’m fighting 3 against 1.

i asked my sibling, “why did you switch up on me?” and they said, “i honestly don’t know what to say, i believe both of you but i don’t know what to say”

i told them, “if you can’t support me, i would rather have you say it to my face, then dance around like this. i feel even worse and lonelier thinking i have someone who understood me, just to be like i don’t know what to do.”

i haven’t talked to anyone since.

pls don’t ask what the fight about.

i’m not trying to be right, it just sucks to feel like i have no one in situations like this. like even if i am wrong, it feels like i don’t have anyone to tell me that.

i have felt this dynamic for years.

anyways, idk what im here for but thanks for listening.