Wrong flair cuz I don't need support but reading raunchy details of what couples do together sends me into an abyss of despair

I'm 19F and married, which honestly feels wild to write out like that. My husband is great for a lot of things but terrible at helping me keep my spontaneous romantic ideas in check. I was scrolling through here reading about all these couples doing kinky stuff I never even thought about and now I’m sitting here wondering if we’re boring by comparison. It’s not even about jealousy - I just feel like if we were going to get weird, we’d probably figure it out in the next 50 years which makes me both laugh and cry simultaneously.