Cruel words from my mother

My mother has always been cruel to me when it comes to discussing my mental health or my needs - like setting boundaries with certain family members, her not yelling or raising her voice at me, the constant changes in her tone and face expression when talking to me. And just constantly needing to know where I am and what I’m doing every second of the day. I hate that I still live at home, I hate I’ve given them money to help them out with their finances but my mental health can’t take it anymore. I truly wish I didn’t exist.

Sorry I know that’s not solution but I’m tired of never being good enough, or being too much or too difficult for them to understand.

The text:

I was expecting this msg

Because I know that I am responsible for all your stuff

Now you want to throw one more stone on me by not submitting your application

May be it will be your last stone on me if I no more

Now I am taking all blames with me

Try to make bonds with *****