I just know how good it feels the day you get your driving license you guys can’t lie to me it must feel like getting a uni degree

20M I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition, and it has ruined the dreams I built. I received a scholarship, but I didn’t feel like I was studying because all I could think about was the license; I don’t care about it anymore. It’s my third week of being absent, and I don't give a damn because I won't be here for long

Look I’m not here looking for advice about 'walkable cities,' Uber, or public transport; those things won’t make me feel better. You don’t understand it’s not about solutions. I swear, even if I only had a license but had to walk everywhere, I wouldn’t mind. I just want to have a license in my pocket so I don’t feel 'lesser.'

Anyway don’t give me useless advice. I’m here to ask something else. I’ve searched everywhere I swear, everywhere but couldn’t find personal stories about this. I want to know how lethal benzodiazepines are for suicide?. I have STACKS of Xanax Do they work? Do they need alcohol to work? Has anyone here tried them in the past and failed? Do you know someone a friend or family member who tried it?

I’m sorry but I don’t see myself living without a license. I can deal with every other problem, but I cannot accept this one. I just feel like I'm worth less. I’ve wasted a fortune on therapists with no results Well at least I have a prescription for benzodiazepines

My plan in the past was to finish my accounting scholarship and then try to date and find a future partner, but I don’t care about either of those anymore especially the partner. Everyone nowadays has a license. I can’t date a girl who has a license when I don’t have anything; I would resent her, which is toxic. Every relationship will end badly, so why hurt other people? I should just end my life. Please answer my question about benzos will they work?