Im really struggling and would love it if someone could help..

I’m a 32 year old female born in April.

I am really struggling with loss. I’ve lost 4 family members in the past year and beginning of the new year. This past weekend I lost one of my most special loved ones 2 day before my birthday… I feel like I’m can’t breath one moment and a ghost the next. If someone can help me with guidance or spiritual messages I would be so grateful.

Thank you so much!