Embarrassed after first date, how weird am i?

Im a virgin and what happened last night is intriguing. I hooked up last night with this girl from tinder and we started making out at her place and i couldn’t get it up, i had jerked off that day, smoked weed, drunk a ton of alcohol, and was nervous. I felt so bad on top of all. We ended up not doing it and I dont know if i was weird with the cuddling, we spooned and maybe i liked it too much. I feel creepy for that, and i just feel like a creep in general for being intimate. Like how am i not weird for that? Roleplaying like shes my girlfriend almost with holding hands and touching her arm. I barely even know her