The psychological aspect of dick size is underrated.

My wife has rarely, if ever, given me blowjobs. I’ve always assumed they just weren’t her thing. When she does give them, as thankful as I am, it’s always with very faked enthusiasm (at best.)

We have not entered the lifestyle proper yet, but an interesting thing I’ve noticed is that she *loves* blowjob scenes in porn. I was taken aback at this: generally speaking a lot of people, even men, skip these scenes completely. I figured my wife would have no interest.

However, when we watch porn together, we are usually a few drinks or smokes in. Her inhibitions are generally lower. She always wants to watch those scenes, will audibly even say, “that’s so fucking hot” when she watches a blowjob scene or video with a bigger cock. she also likes the scenes with two women sucking a cock, and at her most turned on says she’d love to be one of them.

in addition, the last time I was out of town I think she got horny on her own and sent me a video of her sucking her dildo. it was like watching another woman. She got a huge amount of it down her throat, gagged, etc., whereas she has never even deepthroated my very manageable one. Her eyes are watering, she looked like a porn star.

I think some men on here *do* overrate sizes importance, for some women, but I believe for at least my wife I underestimated the psychological turn on of size. it’s almost like the cock being bigger fundamentally changes the idea of giving a blowjob to her. it makes me a little jealous, because I always figured she just didn’t like giving blowjobs, but it seems more like she doesn’t like giving blowjobs to me, for whatever reason. Does she need to suck a real one and get it out of her system?