society pressuring us to be in a relationship

I'm 19F and people around me are constantly talking about dating, love,sex and things like that.

and sometimes I question myself because I don't wanna be alone, but live with my family or a group of friends for the rest of my life.

and then I started thinking about how most people are allo and the chances of finding someone who would wanna have a platonic situation for life are very low.

I have gone out and tried to date but i just feel guilty cuz I don't feel for them romantically or sexually but they do so it just doesn't seem fair.

I hate that I need to accept the fact that living alone is prolly the only choice for me.