I've not started

Bro I've not even started my prep for cuet I'm so demotivated..I wonder if there's someone out there like who don't know where to go and from where to start I just feel so lost man.. Mera Mann dead ho Chuka h padhne ke liye koi Aisa h mere jaisa h ya main hi gehre Paani mein hu? I just got over with 12th boards damn and I want a good college bruhhhh how do people even study mannnn