i F20 let my little brother’s best friend M18 rub my pussy

sorry this is long fyi and it happened a while ago, and i regret it a little bit but whatever (i don’t go for guys younger than me because i end up feeling weird iykwim but that’s another story lol).

okay for a little backstory, i suspected that he had a thing for me ever since the first time he came over my house (i commute to college so yes i still live at home). im about 2.5 years older than my brother and 1.5 years older than my brothers best friend. i’ll call him M.

it started that we were play fighting. M was staying the night and i saw him like a brother at the time so i play fought with him. i know it seems childish but i dont really care. then came the poking, then came us squeezing each others arms and legs. and then he would exaggeratedly reach and grip my thigh before jiggling it. we both did that back and forth, and when my brother wasn’t looking, M would rub the inner part of my thigh with his thumb. i only saw it as light teasing and us being childish.

later in the night (12-1am) me, my brother, and M are watching a movie upstairs, and my brother is pretty much asleep. M has been rubbing and squeezing my thigh over a blanket before this but decided to take it up a notch. he reaches further this time and touches my pussy. he asks “is this okay?” and i say “yeah” while opening my legs a bit more. that was honestly the first time a dude asked for my consent so i was a bit surprised but that’s not important. we were having a whole conversation but he was just rubbing my pussy through the blanket (and my leggings but they were thin) during it. he reaches under the blanket and keeps going, and this man had some forearms of steel because he didn’t slow down or stop for a while. i end up cumming and grab his hand to stop him, where he asks if i’m okay and i nod.

after that we literally just talked for another hour or so before i went to bed, and neither of us has spoken about that night since. my brother knows about it (i had a guilty conscience and felt bad keeping it from him) but didn’t really say anything to M about that night. everytime i’ve seen M we’ve acted normal and nothing weird changed between us.