Is it moral or appropriate to move on and accept this truth?

Profile for context, but I've been through the up and down and forward and back with my situation and how it's been, and I've realized or am trying to realize that I'm no monster or predator for my actions when I was a child, or any of those nasty things I keep labelling myself with, but just someone suffering from OCD, who was a traumatized child reenacting that trauma.

Would you guys agree this is true, and if so, should I just move on and continue life regularly, normally, and happily without slandering myself like this until I'm able to find a therapist to unpack it all, and find ways to deal with my OCD?