i never know what to say

whenever im with anybody im pretty much quiet unless asked a question or ill occasionally come up with something, and i genuinely hate it so bad. when im with my bf we are usually just quiet cause hes not that much of a talker either but i can tell its easier for him to keep a convo going with other people. i want to be able to just yap all day at him but its like i dont even do anything but work and play bass, so what do i even have to talk about.

sorry that im basically just ranting im just so tired of it