Wants..

If you don’t want me, then please take me to the river and drop me in the water.

I’ve been caved in on myself for so long that death is the easier option.

This isn’t going to stop until I rip out my own uterus is it?

I’ll die intact, thanks.

You can live with that in three years when you realize what you’ve done.

I did show up too early.

To let you know that I’ve always known the worst of you except for rare moments when you showed me there was more than a monster.

If you’re going to take advantage of my current profession to continue to torment me.. then I do have a solution waiting for me at home.

An out clause that has always been preferable to this fucked life I’ve been forced to play out.