Considering upping to 20mg from 10mg

I’m on my 8th week of Lexapro 10mg. The majority of initial side effects have worn off and the constant anxiety I felt feels like it’s somewhat at bay.

However… I still don’t feel quite right. Part of me still feels some despair itching to get out. I’m trying to make my own happiness but it’s hard.

I have a call with my doctor next week and could ask for a dose increase. What are people’s experiences with going up to 20mg? Was it the push you needed?

I’ve been through a lot in the past few years so feel like things have compounded significantly.