It's always in the eyes, isn't it?

No matter how good feel or how much fun l'm having, I see it when looking in the mirror. it's always in the eyes. Deep longing from the bottom of my soul. People often ask if there's something Wrong or why look like that... but how do you even explain this feeling? Like slowly dancing in the dark to faint music coming from a different room. often recognize the same look in other INFJS or similar types, it's pretty much the first thing notice.