I always used porn to jerk off. Almost 8 years of porn. This was my first attempt at jerking off at something else. Being a virgin I assumed I was more of an auto-sexual type of guy because id rarely be thinking about sex with someone before age 16. 

But after one of our sexting sessions, one of the first ones, I got super horny. At first I just went like usual to porn. I liked it but something was missing. I went on our conversations where he asked me for advices on what’s the best picture. They were candid pictures, just showing off his arms after the gym (he really has pretty arms). I started looking at his body and turned on my vibrator. I came, almost squirting but as I was interrupted I couldn’t go all the way in. So upset! 

I decided to admit it to him, despite only dating for a few days so far. I thought it was either he was going to be flattered or he’d block me but he said “please ?” And it unlocked something in me so I decided to admit it to him and explain what I did. 

He was super flattered! He said it was hot which I was really happy about, I was nervous he’d be disgusted..

I did it two other times, I usually zoom into his groin, his arms, his torso and it’s just enough to get me going even if he’s fully clothed, only showing his arms in his tank top. I also ended up admitting I zoom into it haha. 

He offered me a dick pic, but I decided against it. Not a lot of dick pics are well done. So I was interested in something like a bulge, showing but not showing these type of nudes are the best. You gotta tease me for the rest, not show me everything at once! So we settled on that. 

That one night I took a 100 nudes for him. I didn’t show him because he wanted to give back first. But I described one of them. I think most are cute!

It made me horny. I didn’t think I would be but I did.

I masturbated three times to the same picture of him. For the last time here’s how I proceeded : 

First I was normally using my little toy (link here, not an AD, not with 3 followers, this is just who visual illustration purposes). Just laying on my back and moving my hips to the front, turning it off when I’m close. 

But it became not enough. I usually turn it on to the second setting this time I lowered it. I laid against a pillow, putting the toy on the edge of my clit and humping while looking at his body. I moaned quite a long time when I came! It’s actually making me a little tingly even talking about it. 

I can’t help it he turns me on a lot. I came three times to this same picture in the last four days. Not sure I can go back to regular porn. 

Sharing stories like this turns me on too. 

I think I pavloved train myself into only being horny for him after masturbating to his pictures for the first time ever a few days ago. I admitted it to him and this is how it went.