Required 40k for 2 months

required 40 k for 2 months. reason screwed up in loan debt. didn't make any savings till now. family helped multiple times, even I didn't care wifes savings😭 job changed recently so salary will go in FNF. currently doing new job and part time Rapido. but will never take any personal loan from now onwards. will repay this in 2 installments 🙏🙏pls help