I might be a chaser? How do you know if you're a chaser? [EXTREME ramble]

I'm. A transgender as well. I'm a dude. For some reason don't like calling myself a trans man for a reason I'm not sure of, but that's irrelevant, but that is what I am

I think I am mostly straight. MOSTLY. There are a couple male characters I like and I do identify as bi, but at least in my real human experience I've mostly found myself romantically and sexually attracted to women. I think I had a crush on a dude in high school and that's mostly it. But in fiction and in pornography I do like men, both cis and(? sometimes it's not specified but they have vaginas) trans. I don't really care about identities but what I mean is I kinda like men with dicks and men with pussies. But I'm starting to get a bit worried because I absolutely do prefer men with pussies in both fiction and real life? Like, masculine body no boobs fully passing as male but with a vagina... Idk it does something for me?

But yeah like keep in mind my specification there. It's not that I am not attracted to trans men who are pre-everything. I think my attraction is just working wrong I think I'm subconsciously viewing them as women. Not in the Identity sense but in the physical sexual attraction sense. It's why I broke up with my ex. I realised sexually I don't think I viewed him as a man. Definitely identity-wise, I view him as a dude bc right now I can't really view him as anything else, but I think sexuality wise as my attraction to women is very different from my attraction to men, my attraction to him physically was a lot more similar to my attraction to women.

I broke up with him because this made me consider I might just be into women. It's been a couple years and I've once again realized I am into some men. Trans men included. I just think i subconsciously didn't view him as a 'true man' which makes me feel sick to my fucking stomach

Ok I rambled. Reason I think I might be a chaser, I've never had this sort of conflicted feeling about trans women but I've also never dated a trans woman who wasn't on hrt. But I'm wondering like fuck what if my interest in trans people is the fetishistic enjoyment of opposite-sex genitals attached to a person who's gender/sex is not that. Sorry Not sure how else to word that. Genitals that aren't typically associated with that sex. My attraction to women has basically nothing to do with genitals, it's the woman part that gets me, + boobs etc, the genitals mean nothing to me they are purely a part of a person I'm very attracted to if that makes sense. But with men it's different. Dick is ok but pussy is ideal for me with men

Idk I'm just not sure if I'm problematics. Is this how the regular non-problematic person experiences attraction to 'everyone except cis men' or am I a chaser