I think I have real feelings for a girl for the first time of my life

Idk what to feel or do

I don't know what to do

I think I have feelings for one of my friends. i don't know if its platonic or not. the thing is, we're both girls, and I only ever liked boys in my life. she's openly bi, while I just don't put a name on my sexuality because I don’t think it adds anything to my life. what im confused about is the nature of my feelings , im religious and even though I don’t mind gay people, I would never date someone the same gender as me ( i don't even date boys lol ).

I go get mini crushes on people a lot just because im bored, its not like a heavy attraction i just find them attractive. But her its confusing, we're pretty comfy with each other and we only ever talk irl never in texts, but sometimes she does things that make me confused.

for example today we went to an event in a theater and we (a group of 5 ppl including me and her) sat in a row that had 5 seats, when one acquaintance of one of my friends came surprisingly and I decided to give her my seat and I went to the rows in the back alone, a few seconds later she comes and sits next to me and im like "oh you didn't have to i don’t mind it" and she told me that she only came here for me in the first place and if we start together we finish together

something similar happened when I told her I wanted to reschedule my classes, that I happen to have with her, and go with another schedule that suits me, but she told me to stay and not change my group and that we should stay together

sidenote: this friend group i only got close with them this year, I knew them before but this year we got closer. one of them was my childhood best friend and we shared everything, she's the one that "introduced me" in a way, the other was a childhood friend too but we're not as close, and the other is a good friend of mine that I've known for about two years, she's the only one that I wasn't close to prior , I only ever knew her by name

Posted Apr 7, 2026, 11:18 AM UTC

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