How my ex turned me as a innocent virgin into someone who now craves being catcalled and binastos by random guys

This is something I’ve been wanting to share kasi ang weird pero ang hot din.

It all started with my ex-boyfriend. We were together for almost a year pero never kaming nag-physical. I’m still a virgin hanggang ngayon Pero siya, may kakaibang libog siya na hindi ko inexpect.

Tuwing maglalakad kami sa mall, sa kalsada, or kahit sa jeep, kapag may lalaki na tumitingin sakin nang bastos, yung tipong tinititigan yung legs ko, yung boobs, or biglang sisipol at sasabihin “ang ganda mo miss, pwede ba kita ligawan?” or “putang ina ang sexy” instead of magalit, si ex ko natutuwa. Minsan nga tatawa siya tapos sasabihin niya sakin, “Baby, did you see how that guy stared at your ass? Grabe, parang gusto niyang kainin ka.” Tapos after namin makauwi, he’d get super horny just from talking about it. He loved describing what those random guys were probably thinking, how they wanted to fuck me, how he got hard imagining them touching me.

Dahil sa kanya, unti-unti ko ding na-develop yung same feeling. Ngayon, kahit wala na siya, I catch myself looking forward to those moments. Kapag nasa labas ako, parang may thrill na kapag may nagbabastos sakin, catcall, dirty stare, or yung tipong binubulungan “ang sarap mo siguro.” Hindi na ako naaawkward. Instead, natuturn on ako. Minsan nga, kapag walang ganun, I feel disappointed

that’s it huhu, thankyou for reading i guess?HAHHA😭